well i havent updated in a while and got nothing better to do...so here it goes
jen's in the city. I saw her last night, slept at her house to be exact. You see it all started...
I had plans to go to the movies with this John guy, whom by the way is gorgeous, haha. So he came n picked me up because that was the only way it was going to happen, if he could drive me...he wouldnt just let me take the bus, lol. So he came and picked me up and weirdly enough it wasnt awkward at all...but anyways, so we went to the movies, saw the Johnny Cash movie, Walking The Line. It was good, but very depressing...but hey, what can you expect? lol. And ofcourse he just HAD to pay for my ticket...he seriously wouldnt let me, cuz i tried a few times...but yeah, so then i called up Amber like i said i would and we went to Dre's place cuz he was having a party. So we went there and there were quite a few ppl there. So i introduced him to some people and i introduced him to Mel as a babe so then she goes around introducing him as a babe hahaha. Drunken Melissa...what a girl. So yeah, everyone was really nice n shit, so thats good. So we were there for a few minutes, had a smoke. Said hi to some people. But then i dunno...i just felt kinda akward cuz i didnt wanna make him be there when he doesnt know everyone n everyone's drunk but him and yeah...so I said lets go to jen's place. ((sorry to leave you amber :P))
So we went to Jen's place and i went upstairs and said hi to Billy and Lynn and Billy says "where's my hug" and man...i thought they drugged him or something, haha...cuz usually we're just insulting eachother. So then he says "Pappa ((jens grampa)) always gets one, where's mine?" so then he got up and gave me a hug...lol. Then Lynn says "you know...out of all of Jen's friends and Randy's friends and all of em...you're the only one he hugs". haha...good ol' Billy.
So we were hangin out downstairs and then I went upstairs to get some water and then I came back downstairs and he had sprawled himself across the couch so i just lifted his feet, sat down n then he used me as a foot rest. So we continued to just chill n watch some TV. Then he rolled Jen a joint out of like 6 roaches and Jen wanted to go to McDicks. So we were putting on our shoes and Jen went to tell her Mom so he sorta pulled me in a bit and then hes like "cmon i gotta make a move" and he kissed me. So then we went to McDonalds and we only had 15 minutes so hes like "you just made my day...i love to drive fast". which i must say, he does...but hes very good at it. So we went to the McDicks drive-thru and he was gunna pay for that too...but i won that one, muahahaha. So we took our food and went back to Jen's place and ate our wonderful, greasy foods.
So then Jen lit up a smoke but she had to go upstairs for something so she gave the smoke to me and i took two puffs and then he says "you should put that smoke down"
him: because if you weren't smoking it I'd be kissing you right now
So i put the smoke down, but then Jen was comming downstairs so he just moved me closer so we were lying together. i was pretty much lying on his stomach and in between his legs...lol, hard to explain, but if you saw you'd kno exactly what i meant. So we just layed there and watched TV and he had his arms around me or he was running them over my stomach n stuff. I havent lyed with someone like that in forever...and i gotta say, it was really nice. So we just chilled n watched TV. He tried to go down my pants but i stopped em and then said "I really cant." cuz well, Aunt flow was with us...haha. So he backed off. So then i attempted to do something for him but my pants werent the only tight ones...well his werent tight but the way he was sitting they were, veeeeeeery awkward to have a hand down there with everything else, haha...hard to move. So i just stopped. And then Jen fell asleep so he went n turned out the lights and we started making out n stuff and then he tried for the pants again but didnt get tooooooooooooo far, lol. A bit farther yes...but hey, that was his desicion, not mine, lol. And then once that calmed down a bit we were lying there kissing and I asked him if thats why he wanted to do something...for what we were doing. So he said something along the lines of "you want to know if im using you? no im not using you, if i just wanted this I would have gone to the bar and picked up some slut and would be back at my place right now." and that he's there cuz he likes me, not because he wants that. It was kinda sweet though...like we'd just lay there n look at eachother...and then a kiss here and a kiss there...I dunno, it was just nice.
This was about 3 in the morning now, lol. And i had to get him to leave...which sucked. Cuz he was trying to convince me to help him out because man...his pants were buldging if ya kno what i mean. But he really had to go...so that went on for like an hour...me telling him he had to leave and him saying "Yeah right away" and then kisses me. But one time i finally got him up and then he started kissing me and then sat down again and then his jacket was off again...lol. So like an hour later he left...I feel bad...cuz well, not like i wanted em to go...but i really cant get jen in trouble, she has enough shit goin' on with her rents and her mom would have shit enough bricks to build a school.
It was a really nice night...except for that little end thing. Like, when someone says that it sucks that you wont do it n all that kinda stuff...it really doesnt make you wanna do it just so they wont be mad. That's not a good form of Drive for someone...like come on. But then again he had this other thing going on and he claims it put him in a bad mood.
But i really did have a good night. He's an awesome person and talk about bloody fucking ridiculously gorgeous. haha. So lets see, he's gorgeous, funny, sweet, and talented sexually...where can ya go wrong? lol. I dunno what the hell he was doing, some sort of kissing/biting thing on my neck and man...if I wasnt swimming in the red river ((again, if you know what i mean...)) then i would have been like...pregnant right now. Haha, kidding...but man it felt awesome, so yeah.
I dunno...i just dont understand why he'd spent all this time talking to me like all late night/early morning on msn and then txting for a good chunk of the day...and trying to spend the night at jens with me ((he asked...lol)). Like he's so gorgeous...and he's been single for over a year as well...and it's supposedly been a long time since "you know". I just dont understand why...this kid seems so amazing i dont even understand how i got this far with em.
But yeah, we're supposed to do something again, hopefully before the X-mas Holidays are over. definatley hopefully